So, I was called by Victor of Sasbadi Sdn Bhd. He informed me that all three of my MJROBOTICS team was chosen and qualified to go to Bintulu for the state level competition. My first reaction?? “Uhh….“
Was speechless, and I can say dazzled. I didn’t have high hopes, and even if I did, I’d expect only one team to go.. and not all three. I think, this was the part I should feel darn proud and excited because after all the effort, and time spent on training the team, it finally shows that this year’s team is worthy of something.
I am very much proud of what the team has achieved. I can’t deny that, but part of me is half hearted when it comes to going to Bintulu for the Sarawak finals. Why am I half-hearted.. uhh.. it’s personal.. but I can say that it is not easy to decide.
If I go, I can’t help feeling that I am not doing the right thing, and I am going to disappoint close people around me. I hate disappointing someone, even worst if they are really close to me. But if I don’t go, I’m neglecting my responsibility on the team. I know the team would surely want to go. Students… you know lah…
It’s my heart againts my head… and it’s just not easy. Damn!! I wished I had better options. Why does life always put us at difficult crossroads??
“It’s my heart againts my head”
go for your head,,, never mind the heart,,, just ignore it… it’s about work… and if work, all other heart things can be ignore… even what your heart says… Nothing else important than work… so, go for it… 🙂
[Cyril]
It’s not that easy. I don’t like doing something when I know I am hurting another.
Oh yeah… Lupa… Congrats for your teams by the way… and with your hardwork… so, you deserves to go… Congrats!!!!! Congrats popobot,autokom and emmm… apa tu ah??? LOL
[Cyril]
The other one is ROBOG la.. hehhe.. Thanks!
amieyalen says:
May 23, 2009 at 9:36 pm
“It’s my heart againts my head”
go for your head,,, never mind the heart,,, just ignore it… it’s about work… and if work, all other heart things can be ignore… even what your heart says… Nothing else important than work… so, go for it… 🙂
[Cyril]
It’s not that easy. I don’t like doing something when I know I am hurting another.
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hehe.. now u guys know what i mean.. it’s not that simple right?
See my related post : http://sumukeyes.blogspot.com/2009/04/t-junction.html
[Cyril]
Hahahah.. Okay.. Made your point. Was wondering what you were meaning in that post =D , but now, I get it.
speaking frm other side of the room, i always follow my heart 🙂
anyways, no matter what ur decision is…hope it will bring peace to ur mind 🙂
congrats on your team’s winning.
[Cyril]
Thanks Chegu. Well, I’ve left it to my boss to decide. No budget=no go.. hehehe let her decide.
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lol…abdul rahman, irfannur and alvin….alem2 semua…:D
[Cyril]
Alem ka?? Nakal juga dorang tau..